Not wanting to let go
Saw another dream last night. You, me, Noel and Atanu are together and we get a distress call about a boat being capsized and we're asked to help. I know the route to the boat really well since it seems to be a path I've taken many times before. I start leading the way, but halfway through you start complaining as you always did with any physical activity. However, this time you point to your swollen feet and the complaints seem genuine. So I find a bar where you can hang out and leave Noel with you for company. I decide to go along with Atanu, and return in the same direction once we have finished our work and meet you. But just as I'm about to leave, part of me really does not want to go as I'm worried you won't be there when I return. Another part of me desperately needs to move forward and save all those people depending on us. You make that choice so difficult. Every time I see these dreams, they seem so real. It feels like my awake time is actually a dream s...